you are getting so fancy with this. 2 webpages and a new color? i just looked at some tutorials but i'm afraid of messing my whole site up. tech is one of my weak spots. also- i am sorry i haven't replied sooner. i hope it doesn't come across as me neglecting you. i think of you often. i think i was waiting for the perfect day to get back to you. today feels good. i listened to benny carter in the car and smoked a marlboro and felt ready.
the new apartment feels promising. my room used to belong to emily green of geese. i feel like that has good karma. today it is finally 65 degrees and i am sitting at a cafe, only a few blocks from where we met. you aren't being presumptuous at all. i'm deeply looking forward to seeing you. i miss your tenderness. you're one of few people i know who is only good intentioned. i miss it.
i've seen some streamers play geoguessir. that's where my dorkiness lies. are you any good? i feel like it must be difficult. this denmark project is really cool!! please tell me more. are you still working on it? - and i love sweet potatoes. so versatile. and filling. i imagine i'll be eating a lot of them when i start paying for my own groceries.
i've been reading bell hooks. it feels especially good because i haven't been feeding my brain well recently. i watched a few movies this week and i forgot how good it feels to enjoy quality things. sometimes consuming constant digital slop makes me think that's what i should become accustomed to. i have to remember to take care of myself. what the hell?? you'd think that would be intuitive.
i'm eating a brownie and an ant keeps trying to get at it. what would you do in this situation?